Just so that I can take what I learned from my mistakes and use them for future reference. No one will know me, so that would be my chance to make a better impression on them. Cause then, I’ll know who to trust and who to consider my friends. For when I’m stuck in a situation, I’ll be able to get out of it. I just want to restart my whole life so I can start from the beginning, but this time, I’ll be ready.
Don’t you guys hate it when someone, most of the time a lot of people, take advantage of your trust? I think I despise that more than anything. Trust is my pet peeve. I’m so naive that I give my trust out too easily. It’s a pretty bad habit, having anyone as my “friend” and giving them my full trust like that. It’s fucked up.
I wish I could just disappear off the face of the earth sometimes. People wouldn’t even care if I was gone. I really want to just move and start fresh somewhere, gaining plenty of new friends slowly. Pretty tempted to go move to Downtown LA at my dads.
Do your own thing, then. I’ll do mine. Leave me hanging, K. I got you. Just don’t come back when you know I’m doing just fine without you. Things don’t work that way. I’m not a toy, don’t play like that. You don’t get to come back and forth and expect me to forgive you like it was all nothing.
There’s always that special someone that you never get tired of. Everytime you talk to them it feels like the first time you met them. You never get tired of talking to that person and being with that person. Everytime you’re near them you feel all tingly and begin to feel bubbly. They give you a special, unexplainable feeling that nobody else does.